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Tomorrow's my big papers. English& MT paper 1. Wish me luck, I'm so tied down with work. & jh promised to bring me out for a breeze after tomorrow's paper& @ the end of all my papers. He made a very sweet card for me, I'll get it up on facebook& blogger in minutes. Good luck to people having their exams tomorrow. Study real hard tonight, so you wouldn't regret. i've not study tomorrow's format and etc.

Good Luck People! :)

Recently, many things happened. This had been a new journey in my life. I felt horrible for the past few days, crying so much, so hard that I could barely open my eyes one night. When I was crying alone, I felt that I didn't had anyone else to hold onto. my pillars of support, all went away. My friends, all left me, everything felt so miserable. I didn't want to face anyone or anything at all. It was a horrible pain. When I cried so hard just to numb my pain, a little hug came from my back. That hug assured me everything will be okay. Because Junhao was there. He wiped off the tears and removed agony in my heart. I was about to breakdown, when he came forward to hold onto me. He did all he could, even stuffs he had never done before, and risk his whole person, just to make me smile, make me laugh. Though he may not be the best boyfriend ever, all I know is that he never failed to try no matter how much failure steps on him, making him seemed so defeat-able. No matter how hard I came down on him, he still endured it. No matter how hard it is to make me smile, he still made all his effort to do so, despite failing so many times. Baby, thank you for everything. My darkest part of life, it wasn't anyone, but you that held onto me so tight. Letting me cry on your shoulder, letting me smile, giving me unexpected surprises. I love you. ♥

What happens, when you're struggling with your upcoming exams? You'll feel stress won't you? What will you do?
What happens, when during that struggle, you got tired and need a day of break, to relief your stress off and continue it the next day? Will your parents scold you, or will they feel that it's nothing? What will you do?
What happens, when the next moment, your teacher calls and tell you, you'll drop or retain your year when you had taken that day off? Will you feel nonchalant? Will you feel nothing at all? What will you do, how will you react?
What happens, when you're unable to express your feeling out, and tell the world you're upset? When everyone seems to push you to a corner unknowingly? What will happen to you?
It was a harsh setback for me, real harsh one. Though things weren't how I've mention in these questions. these were my thoughts towards everyone out there. I really want to know how people go through such setbacks. Isn't it painful at all as your feelings is so inconsiderable? I don't know either.

kthxbai.